Forgiveness

Because of my insecurities, I make a lot of mistakes
and use poor judgment, and make poor choices.

Just know that I am truly sorry.

Because I admire or care too much it
ends up looking like something else.

My need to be liked ends up ruining things.

I want to keep trying to do better.

I know God forgives me,
but do I forgive myself?

I beat myself up so badly.

I hope one day
I will like myself enough
to not seek other's approval.

I know deep down inside
I have a good heart and God knows my heart.

But, I still struggle with insecurities
that end up making things much worse.

I hope you can forgive me.
I hope I can make better choices.
I hope I can forgive myself.