God, in my desperate plea

God, in my desperate plea please hear me.
No one understands how I feel but you.
This feeling of feeling unloved, uncared for, unwanted is deeply ingrained in me.
No matter how much I do, or say, or feel my heart hurts and aches
for a pure heart and soul connection.

I am human. I make mistakes. I want to be loved.

Always seeking.
Always searching for truth.

I feel I am not worthy of love.

I miss my Mom and Dad and Bella.